Came across this poem by Luz Barbosa while browsing through a friend's Facebook status update. So I thought of translating it into Spanish and Mandarin Chinese, and did it.
Original poem sourced from
http://thelaststraw.wordpress.com/2010/03/16/abuse-and-lies-no-more-i-am-worth-it/
[Original English version]
"Abuse and lies … no more … I am worth it"
by Luz Barbosa
he tells me not to look that way
he tells me not to dress that way
he tells me not to talk that way
he tells me not to act that way
he tells me I better shut up or else
he tells me I am worthless
he tells me my no’s are meaningless
he doesn’t care that I don’t want to or that I am crying
he tells me he loves me
he tells me I am his and I will always be, that he owns me
he tells me no one will ever love me like he does
he tells me I am stupid
he tells me I am a hoe
he tells me I am ugly
he sucks the life out of me
I finally had enough
I could not continue to live this way
I realized these were all lies
I decided this behavior was unacceptable
I finally got out
I was young
I didn’t know any better
I kept it to myself
I was ashamed
I lived in fear
I refuse to be controlled
I refuse to be abused
I refuse to be miserable
I refuse to be a battered woman
I deserve to be safe
I deserve respect
I deserve to be loved
I deserve to be happy
I deserve to be free to be me
I deserve to be treated well
I am worth it!
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[Mandarin Chinese version / 普通話/華語/中文]
"虐待与謊言。。。不要。。。我值得"
作者: 卢斯·巴博萨
他告訴我別望那邊
他告訴我別這樣打扮
他告訴我別這樣講話
他告訴我別這樣做事
他罵我收聲如果不。。。
他罵我沒有價值
他說我的拒絕沒有意思
他不理我講不要還是我哭的眼淚
他說他愛我
他說我是他的,我永遠是他的,他擁有我
他告訴我沒有人會像他這樣愛我
他罵我笨蛋
他罵我妓女
他罵我醜樣
他拉出我的心靈
我終於不能忍受
我不可以這樣活下去
我覺悟全部是謊言
我決定這行為不可以接受
最後我出去
那時我幼小
我不知道有其他辦法
我全部藏在自己裡面
我很慚愧
我生活在恐懼中
我不要被控制
我不要被虐待
我不要被悲慘
我不要成為一個被虐待的女人
我值得安全
我值得尊重
我值得被爱
我值得幸福
我值得有自由成為真實的我
我值得被人對我好
我值得!
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[Spanish version / Version español]
"Abusos y mentiras ... no más ... valgo la pena"
por Luz Barbosa
él me dice que no mires por allá
me dice que no te vistes así
me dice que no hables así
me dice que no te comportes así
él me dice ¡Cállate! si no ...
me dice que nada valgo
me dice que mis negativas no tienen significados
no le importa que no quiero o que estoy llorando
él me dice que me ama
me dice que pertenezco a él y siempre será, que él es mi dueño
me dice que nadie me encantará como él
él me dice que soy estupida
me dice que soy puta
me dice que soy fea
él saca la vida de mi cuerpo
por fin yo no podía soportarlo más
no podía seguir viviendo de esta manera
me di cuenta de que eran todas mentiras
decidí que este conducta era inaceptable
por último salió
yo era joven
no sabía lo que hacía
me guardé para mí
me daba vergüenza
vivía en el temor
yo me niego a ser controlado
me niego a ser objeto de abuso
me niego a ser miserable
me niego a ser una mujer maltratada
merezco estar seguro
merezco respeto
merezco ser amado
merezco ser feliz
merezco ser libre para ser yo
merezco ser tratado bien
valgo la pena!
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riverside under the blazing sun, face buried in his arms. He sat there
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Last Post for 2012
What I wrote around 9 pm today:
"In three hours or so it'll be 2013. I can't say that 2012 has been a good year for me, but I'm not dead yet, and as long as my faculties are intact there's still hope no matter how slim. In a couple of hours I shall leave the comfort of home to do something productive, meaningful, and helpful; when I return next year, I shall have the feeling of contentment and satisfaction that I made a positive difference no matter how small. I'm glad that despite the nonsense that hit me from all directions, key parts of me still function. Bye bye 2012 and welcome 2013. Vaalga!"
I do have more to write, but I'll leave that for another time when I can sit down and slowly type out my thoughts.
"In three hours or so it'll be 2013. I can't say that 2012 has been a good year for me, but I'm not dead yet, and as long as my faculties are intact there's still hope no matter how slim. In a couple of hours I shall leave the comfort of home to do something productive, meaningful, and helpful; when I return next year, I shall have the feeling of contentment and satisfaction that I made a positive difference no matter how small. I'm glad that despite the nonsense that hit me from all directions, key parts of me still function. Bye bye 2012 and welcome 2013. Vaalga!"
I do have more to write, but I'll leave that for another time when I can sit down and slowly type out my thoughts.
Thursday, October 25, 2012
Road Trips: Why I Enjoy Them
I've always enjoyed road trips because of the feeling it gives. Having embarked on a journey of a thousand miles before, I look forward to the next drive be it on a familiar or unfamiliar route.
The most important thing is preparation. Yes, you need to ensure that you're in good physical and mental condition for driving long hours. You need to ensure your car or vehicle can survive the entire journey to and fro. You need to get proper supplies based on duration and environmental considerations.
In the past three years I've done quite a fair bit of day trips to places within an hour or two's drive of Kuala Lumpur. Tanjung Sepat, Bentong, Hulu Yam, Kuala Selangor, Sekinchan, Bagan Lalang to name but a few. It's possible to do Malacca and Ipoh but for these and further destinations I prefer at least a night's stay, and for places like Penang I prefer two nights' stay.
Driving along the Kahang - Felda Nitar - Mersing route at night gives many opportunities for seeing stars. Without any street lights or populated areas, the whole road goes pitch black when car headlights go out. Some might feel nervous but I felt entirely comfortable doing it a few months ago. It's just me.
The most important thing is preparation. Yes, you need to ensure that you're in good physical and mental condition for driving long hours. You need to ensure your car or vehicle can survive the entire journey to and fro. You need to get proper supplies based on duration and environmental considerations.
In the past three years I've done quite a fair bit of day trips to places within an hour or two's drive of Kuala Lumpur. Tanjung Sepat, Bentong, Hulu Yam, Kuala Selangor, Sekinchan, Bagan Lalang to name but a few. It's possible to do Malacca and Ipoh but for these and further destinations I prefer at least a night's stay, and for places like Penang I prefer two nights' stay.
Driving along the Kahang - Felda Nitar - Mersing route at night gives many opportunities for seeing stars. Without any street lights or populated areas, the whole road goes pitch black when car headlights go out. Some might feel nervous but I felt entirely comfortable doing it a few months ago. It's just me.
Transcript: Photography by Ng En Fook
This is a transcript of Mr Ng En Fook's presentation dated 5.9.1993. All credits for authorship of the presentation text go to Mr Ng En Fook. Although written in the days of film before the advent of digital cameras, his pointers and advice are still very much valid today.
[TEXT]
[Presented by Mr Ng En Fook on Sunday, 5 September 1993]
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At this Photographic Prize Giving Presentation Ceremony it is entirely impossible to transfer the know how all about photography to you all.
What little things I know of photography which I can remember, I am willing to share with you all. Because God's way of life in this world is "Love", so sharing my experience to you all is love too.
In your photographic competition here are mostly pictures of 'Static' subjects. The quality common to static subjects is immobility, they remain still unless moved by external forces.
Typical subjects for this kind are for instance:- Landscapes, seascapes, flowers and trees. Inanimate objects of nature are most man-made objects:- architecture, machinery, works of art, objects of daily life, posed portraits, fashion shots, still lives and reproductions.
Now let us find out what is photography.
WHO INVENTED PHOTOGRAPHY?
_________________________
Photography was not invented by any one man. It is the combination of the sciences of optics and chemistry. It is the result of investigation and discovery on the part of many chemists and other scientists. Some of the important discoveries were made more or less accidentally.
The word photography means:- _Photo_ means light and _Graphy_ means write. The meaning of photography in the dictionary is- The art of obtaining pictures by all the agency of light upon sensitive surfaces. Photography is picture language, the newest version of the oldest form of graphic communication. Unlike the spoken or written word, it is a form of communication that can be internationally understood. The essential purpose of photography is communication or are compelled -to inform, educate, entertain, reform or share some experience with others. Photography provides the simplest and cheapest means of preserving facts in picture form.
WHAT IS A PHOTOGRAPHER?
_______________________
A photographer is a person who takes pictures with his camera, to tell a story with photographs. Creative photographers are artists in the true meaning of the word - makes a deliberate effort to express what he feels about what he sees. Creative
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photographers are found among amateurs as well as professionals. A photographer must tell a story with photographs. Imagination and creative ability are necessary to develop the original idea into an interesting picture story. Human interest often contains humor.
A photographer must be like a News Features photographer in a newspaper firm.
1) Can plan his picture and develop his idea anywhere, anytime and any subject.
2) Must be bold, _ability to plan_ expected and unexpected picture story:- Basic Idea (_Simple_)
3) In addition, he must have sufficient photographic experience to take care of the technical details almost automatically.
4) Or a News Photographer- requires sharp shooting ability, absolutely control of equipments, must know when to shoot and when to wait, a keen sense of timing and a developed sense of news judgment is essential.
_Referring to the subject of the photographer must have the ability to plan!_
From these three words 2) "_ability to plan_" makes me a press photographer. Before that I was a processor, that means doing photographic processing in a darkroom in the Information Department in Kuala Lumpur.
On one occasion during the funeral services of Sir Henry Gurney (U Joe's note: October 1951), I was given the opportunity to use a camera to do some shooting of the funeral service because at that time our department only had a few official photographers, so I was fortunate to be call to assist in taking pictures at my own discretion in St. Mary's Church compound outside and the state funeral parade along Clock Tower. So before I shoot any pictures at the funeral, I try to use my _ability to plan_ and ask myself if I shoot this picture would it be good for news?
Then after the funeral service, I went back to office darkroom to develop the official photographers' films and mine. When the processing of the films were dried and sent for the Editor to select a few pictures for publication in the various newspapers- to my surprise some of my pictures were selected for publication and from that time onwards the editor like my way in picture taking and whenever there is a shortage of official photographers I was given the chance to take pictures. As time passes,
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I was promoted to be one of the official photographer in our department. Then I decided to take up a photography correspondent course in America to further my knowledge in Photography.
So you all see having "_ability to plan_" before taking any pictures will lead us to success.
Coming to photographic experience to take care of the technical details almost automatically the photographer must know his camera well:-
1) The lens that produce the picture.
2) The film that retains it
Its other components are merely auxillary devices that control the three operations by which a picture is made:- 1) Aiming 2) Focusing 3) Exposuring.
1) Aiming - Without an accurate aiming device, a photographer cannot accurately compose his subject.
2) Focusing - Focusing a camera means adjusting the lens-to-film distance in relation to the lens-to-subject distance to a point that produces a sharp image.
3) Exposing - Exposing is admitting the amount of light to the film that will produce a negative or transparency of correct density or a colour transparencies of pleasing color. Two devices control this:- 1) the diaphragm, a variable aperture built into the lens, controls the amount of light admitted to the film. 2) the shutter, in conjunction with the built-in timing device regulates the length of time the light is admitted to the film.
There are two types of shutters:-
1) Between the lens shutters
2) Focal-plane shutters are built into the camera.
What are the four principal factors that govern exposure in making negatives or transparencies?
1) The type of subject 2) the intensity of the light 3) the speed of the lens 4) the speed of the film
Five reasons for stopping down a lens in making an exposure.
1) To regulate exposure 2) to increase depth of field 3) to increase depth of focus, for example (a portrait certain part sharp and certain part blur) 4) To increase
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over-all sharpness 5) To obtain selective focus.
What is the most important single qualification for a commercial photographer?
It is that the commercial photographer must be a good technician or master of his trade.
What is the best camera for a photographer?
The best camera is the camera that suits the photographer's work or suits one's need is on the basis of the following considerations.
The personality of the photographer.
The purpose of camera must serve.
The quality of workmanship of the camera.
The price the photographer wishes to pay.
Today the best suitable camera is the 35mm cameras for general use:-
The characteristics is- small, lightness, inconspicuousness maneuverability - prerequisites for fast and unobserved photogrpahing of people, action, and events.
Super-fast lenses are generally available only for 35mm cameras.
Broadly speaking - there are four main branches of photography - 1) Portraiture 2) Commercial Photography 3) Developing, Printing and Enlarging for amateurs and 4) Motion Picture Photography.
What degree of contrast is required in negative emulsions use for?
a) Portraiture - low contrast emulsions
b) Commercial photography - medium contrast emulsions
c) Copying line drawings - high contrast emulsions.
In commercial photography there are at least eight branches:-
1) Aerial Photography 2) Real Estate Photography 3) Legal Photography 4) Industrial Photography 5) Publicity Photography 6) Architectural Photography 7) Action Photography 8) Copying Photography.
As a general rule, what kind of pictures do most editors of newspapers and magazines buy?
Pictures as one that is original, dramatic, distinctive, romantic, curious, thrilling, unique, odd, apt to be talked about.
In commercial photography - where a 10 per cent distortion cannot be tolerate.
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Distortion is not caused by the lens but the angles involved.
The most general method of minimizing this trouble is to reduce the angular field covered by the lens by moving the camera farther from the subject.
Wide-angle distortion cannot be corrected by camera swings.
Lens coverage depends on 1) Focal length. 2) Angular field.
1) Focal length- centre of lens to camera field.
2) Angular field- (the degree of coverage)
Lens coverage is greater with short focal length.
Example 4" by 5" negatives:-
1) Long focal length 12 inches = 31º - 50º
2) Short focal length 5 inches = 80º - 110º
A lens has a fixed angular coverage power.
When a lens opens full aperture less angular covering power.
When a lens opens small aperture more angular covering power.
Portraiture "smooth out" blemishes, etc (pimples not very clear) but at F22/vice versa - (pimples can be seen sharply)
What is the meaning of exposure Latitude?
This refers to the degree of over or under-exposure that can be tolerated and still get a good picture.
Why is it that when an image is projected on the focal plane, the image turns upside down?
The lens optics are such that the lens reverses the image as it passes through (In other words - light travels straight)
_Meters_ - In-camera meters measure a subject to produce an 18% grey.
As an example, measure an 18% grey card under subject lighting and you will produce a negative exposed for mid tones which will also (depending on development) render a printable black and white or colour (on the average) give the correct reading for calculating exposure.
Under the same lighting, measure a black surface and the meter will recommend opening the lens approximately two stops. It is giving you the exposure which would render the surface as an 18% grey.
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Conversely, measure a white surface and the opposite will be true. The meter will now recommend closing down approximately two stops from 18% grey reading - producing a negative which will print the white as a 10% grey.
Therefore, best results will be achieved by measuring exposure from an 18% grey card with an in-camera meter.
An incident meter will automatically give an approximate reading for a mid-tone negative, as it too reads the light required for an 18% grey.
Practically used by me for this 40 years in photography - Practical and fast way (measure by the back of my palm).
To buy a camera to suit an individual, three things must be remembered.
1) The Focal Length of the lens. 2) The Relative aperture and shutter speed. 3) Covering power of the lens.
_On Films_:- A photographer must be familiar with these qualities.
1) Type and base. 2) size. 3) color sensitivity. 4) speed 5) definition and 6) gradation.- to evaluate any type of film and determine which is best for his kind of work.
Where should sensitive photographic films be stored?
It should be stored in a cool, dry location where it can be protected from heat, gases, such as motor exhaust gas, coal gas, hot places and dampness.
COMPOSITION
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What is photographic composition?
Photographic composition is simply the arrangement of subjects within the picture area. Refer to photostat copies on composition.
Three basic principles of composition for the photographer.
1) A picture should be simple
2) A picture should have a centre of interest.
3) A picture should make good use of leading lines of movement.
_The 4 strong points of composition_
[Graphic]
Where to place the centre of interest
The most powerful and attention drawing of these is the top left intersection.
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[Graphic]
Never divide the picture into two equal parts by dividing vertical line because the eye will be confused as to which half is more important.
[Graphic]
Notice that this diagram is much more visually pleasing than the former because the centre of interest is on a "strong" point of composition.
[Graphic]
Balance of Tonal Masses:-
Heavy tonal mass on one edge appears off-balance, eye finding no counter attraction on the opposite side.
[Graphic]
Balanced.
Light plays a strong point in composition.
Light and shadow become part ofa n arrangement.
In art there are two types of tone:- 1) Notan - dark light 2) Chiaroscuro - light & shadow.
Three general masses of tone - dark, middle adn light
Three points you should watch to be a successful interior photographer:-
1) Composition
2) Lighting
3) Details of subject
Composition of lines:-
Two types of lines - straight lines and curved lines
Straight lines suggest strength, vitality, security, power and masculinity.
Curved lines suggest femininity, gracefulness of movement, liveliness & sweetness.
A subtle curve is the most beautiful line - S curve - outline of a woman's body.
Three directions of lines:- horizontal, vertical and diagonal
Horizontal line indicates= repose, peacefulness, serenity, quietness & stability.
Vertical line suggests= height, dignity, courage, aspiration, slenderness & spirituality.'
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Diagonal line gives a feeling of movement.
_Selection and Balance_:- The key to good composition selection
Emphasize it by 1) Tonal Contrast 2) Differential Focusing 3) Cropping
_Landscape Photography_
Normal rules must be applied:- lighting, composition, selection of filter, film developer combinations best suited to producing an attractive tonal rendition of a multi-colour subject.
_7 important factors_ 1) View point. 2) Composition (Refer to subject on composition) 3) Lighting. 4) Foreground interest. 5) Cloud filtering. 6) a frame. 7) people interest.
1)_Viewpoint_:- maintain interest in three distinct planes - foreground, middle ground and background.
2)_Composition_:- refer to subject on composition.
3)_Lighting_:- the interplay of highlight and shadow areas, gives the suggestion of relief and depth in a two-dimensional print. Control of lighting in landscape photography is as important as in interior set-ups where you can position lamps anywhere you like.
4)_Foreground interest_:- Any landscape picture should contain enough subject interest to have powerful, dramatic impact at the same time leading the viewer's eye into the rest of the picture.
5)_Cloud filter_:- A colour filter tends to absorb light of colours other than its own and transmit light of its own colour. In other words our eyes see things different from what is produced in the final picture.
6)_A Frame_:- Viewpoint with something to frame your picture between you and the main area of the subject. Like a branch curving in the foreground and some shadow on the ground.
7)_People interest_:- Include a figure in the landscape so that to show it is not depopulated or lifeless rural area.
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TIPS
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For any photographic competition in submitting pictures for judging, an 11" x 14" and etc. will be most pleasing compositional shape.
A newspaper photographer must be able to get results under all kinds of difficulties and be so well grounded in the fundamentals of photographic technique that the manipulation of the camera is practically instinctive.
For news photography to be published in newspapers - any pictures taken must have these qualities:- 1) Information. 2) Persuade and entertain. 3) Significant moment. 4) clean shave. 5) human interest picture.
Photography is not learnt from books but from taking photographs, making mistakes and taking more photographs.
_The Knowledge of Basic and Fundamental Photography
Written are what I know and remembered._
Photographer
Ng En Fook
[ENDS]
[TEXT]
[Presented by Mr Ng En Fook on Sunday, 5 September 1993]
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At this Photographic Prize Giving Presentation Ceremony it is entirely impossible to transfer the know how all about photography to you all.
What little things I know of photography which I can remember, I am willing to share with you all. Because God's way of life in this world is "Love", so sharing my experience to you all is love too.
In your photographic competition here are mostly pictures of 'Static' subjects. The quality common to static subjects is immobility, they remain still unless moved by external forces.
Typical subjects for this kind are for instance:- Landscapes, seascapes, flowers and trees. Inanimate objects of nature are most man-made objects:- architecture, machinery, works of art, objects of daily life, posed portraits, fashion shots, still lives and reproductions.
Now let us find out what is photography.
WHO INVENTED PHOTOGRAPHY?
_________________________
Photography was not invented by any one man. It is the combination of the sciences of optics and chemistry. It is the result of investigation and discovery on the part of many chemists and other scientists. Some of the important discoveries were made more or less accidentally.
The word photography means:- _Photo_ means light and _Graphy_ means write. The meaning of photography in the dictionary is- The art of obtaining pictures by all the agency of light upon sensitive surfaces. Photography is picture language, the newest version of the oldest form of graphic communication. Unlike the spoken or written word, it is a form of communication that can be internationally understood. The essential purpose of photography is communication or are compelled -to inform, educate, entertain, reform or share some experience with others. Photography provides the simplest and cheapest means of preserving facts in picture form.
WHAT IS A PHOTOGRAPHER?
_______________________
A photographer is a person who takes pictures with his camera, to tell a story with photographs. Creative photographers are artists in the true meaning of the word - makes a deliberate effort to express what he feels about what he sees. Creative
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photographers are found among amateurs as well as professionals. A photographer must tell a story with photographs. Imagination and creative ability are necessary to develop the original idea into an interesting picture story. Human interest often contains humor.
A photographer must be like a News Features photographer in a newspaper firm.
1) Can plan his picture and develop his idea anywhere, anytime and any subject.
2) Must be bold, _ability to plan_ expected and unexpected picture story:- Basic Idea (_Simple_)
3) In addition, he must have sufficient photographic experience to take care of the technical details almost automatically.
4) Or a News Photographer- requires sharp shooting ability, absolutely control of equipments, must know when to shoot and when to wait, a keen sense of timing and a developed sense of news judgment is essential.
_Referring to the subject of the photographer must have the ability to plan!_
From these three words 2) "_ability to plan_" makes me a press photographer. Before that I was a processor, that means doing photographic processing in a darkroom in the Information Department in Kuala Lumpur.
On one occasion during the funeral services of Sir Henry Gurney (U Joe's note: October 1951), I was given the opportunity to use a camera to do some shooting of the funeral service because at that time our department only had a few official photographers, so I was fortunate to be call to assist in taking pictures at my own discretion in St. Mary's Church compound outside and the state funeral parade along Clock Tower. So before I shoot any pictures at the funeral, I try to use my _ability to plan_ and ask myself if I shoot this picture would it be good for news?
Then after the funeral service, I went back to office darkroom to develop the official photographers' films and mine. When the processing of the films were dried and sent for the Editor to select a few pictures for publication in the various newspapers- to my surprise some of my pictures were selected for publication and from that time onwards the editor like my way in picture taking and whenever there is a shortage of official photographers I was given the chance to take pictures. As time passes,
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I was promoted to be one of the official photographer in our department. Then I decided to take up a photography correspondent course in America to further my knowledge in Photography.
So you all see having "_ability to plan_" before taking any pictures will lead us to success.
Coming to photographic experience to take care of the technical details almost automatically the photographer must know his camera well:-
1) The lens that produce the picture.
2) The film that retains it
Its other components are merely auxillary devices that control the three operations by which a picture is made:- 1) Aiming 2) Focusing 3) Exposuring.
1) Aiming - Without an accurate aiming device, a photographer cannot accurately compose his subject.
2) Focusing - Focusing a camera means adjusting the lens-to-film distance in relation to the lens-to-subject distance to a point that produces a sharp image.
3) Exposing - Exposing is admitting the amount of light to the film that will produce a negative or transparency of correct density or a colour transparencies of pleasing color. Two devices control this:- 1) the diaphragm, a variable aperture built into the lens, controls the amount of light admitted to the film. 2) the shutter, in conjunction with the built-in timing device regulates the length of time the light is admitted to the film.
There are two types of shutters:-
1) Between the lens shutters
2) Focal-plane shutters are built into the camera.
What are the four principal factors that govern exposure in making negatives or transparencies?
1) The type of subject 2) the intensity of the light 3) the speed of the lens 4) the speed of the film
Five reasons for stopping down a lens in making an exposure.
1) To regulate exposure 2) to increase depth of field 3) to increase depth of focus, for example (a portrait certain part sharp and certain part blur) 4) To increase
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over-all sharpness 5) To obtain selective focus.
What is the most important single qualification for a commercial photographer?
It is that the commercial photographer must be a good technician or master of his trade.
What is the best camera for a photographer?
The best camera is the camera that suits the photographer's work or suits one's need is on the basis of the following considerations.
The personality of the photographer.
The purpose of camera must serve.
The quality of workmanship of the camera.
The price the photographer wishes to pay.
Today the best suitable camera is the 35mm cameras for general use:-
The characteristics is- small, lightness, inconspicuousness maneuverability - prerequisites for fast and unobserved photogrpahing of people, action, and events.
Super-fast lenses are generally available only for 35mm cameras.
Broadly speaking - there are four main branches of photography - 1) Portraiture 2) Commercial Photography 3) Developing, Printing and Enlarging for amateurs and 4) Motion Picture Photography.
What degree of contrast is required in negative emulsions use for?
a) Portraiture - low contrast emulsions
b) Commercial photography - medium contrast emulsions
c) Copying line drawings - high contrast emulsions.
In commercial photography there are at least eight branches:-
1) Aerial Photography 2) Real Estate Photography 3) Legal Photography 4) Industrial Photography 5) Publicity Photography 6) Architectural Photography 7) Action Photography 8) Copying Photography.
As a general rule, what kind of pictures do most editors of newspapers and magazines buy?
Pictures as one that is original, dramatic, distinctive, romantic, curious, thrilling, unique, odd, apt to be talked about.
In commercial photography - where a 10 per cent distortion cannot be tolerate.
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Distortion is not caused by the lens but the angles involved.
The most general method of minimizing this trouble is to reduce the angular field covered by the lens by moving the camera farther from the subject.
Wide-angle distortion cannot be corrected by camera swings.
Lens coverage depends on 1) Focal length. 2) Angular field.
1) Focal length- centre of lens to camera field.
2) Angular field- (the degree of coverage)
Lens coverage is greater with short focal length.
Example 4" by 5" negatives:-
1) Long focal length 12 inches = 31º - 50º
2) Short focal length 5 inches = 80º - 110º
A lens has a fixed angular coverage power.
When a lens opens full aperture less angular covering power.
When a lens opens small aperture more angular covering power.
Portraiture "smooth out" blemishes, etc (pimples not very clear) but at F22/vice versa - (pimples can be seen sharply)
What is the meaning of exposure Latitude?
This refers to the degree of over or under-exposure that can be tolerated and still get a good picture.
Why is it that when an image is projected on the focal plane, the image turns upside down?
The lens optics are such that the lens reverses the image as it passes through (In other words - light travels straight)
_Meters_ - In-camera meters measure a subject to produce an 18% grey.
As an example, measure an 18% grey card under subject lighting and you will produce a negative exposed for mid tones which will also (depending on development) render a printable black and white or colour (on the average) give the correct reading for calculating exposure.
Under the same lighting, measure a black surface and the meter will recommend opening the lens approximately two stops. It is giving you the exposure which would render the surface as an 18% grey.
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Conversely, measure a white surface and the opposite will be true. The meter will now recommend closing down approximately two stops from 18% grey reading - producing a negative which will print the white as a 10% grey.
Therefore, best results will be achieved by measuring exposure from an 18% grey card with an in-camera meter.
An incident meter will automatically give an approximate reading for a mid-tone negative, as it too reads the light required for an 18% grey.
Practically used by me for this 40 years in photography - Practical and fast way (measure by the back of my palm).
To buy a camera to suit an individual, three things must be remembered.
1) The Focal Length of the lens. 2) The Relative aperture and shutter speed. 3) Covering power of the lens.
_On Films_:- A photographer must be familiar with these qualities.
1) Type and base. 2) size. 3) color sensitivity. 4) speed 5) definition and 6) gradation.- to evaluate any type of film and determine which is best for his kind of work.
Where should sensitive photographic films be stored?
It should be stored in a cool, dry location where it can be protected from heat, gases, such as motor exhaust gas, coal gas, hot places and dampness.
COMPOSITION
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What is photographic composition?
Photographic composition is simply the arrangement of subjects within the picture area. Refer to photostat copies on composition.
Three basic principles of composition for the photographer.
1) A picture should be simple
2) A picture should have a centre of interest.
3) A picture should make good use of leading lines of movement.
_The 4 strong points of composition_
[Graphic]
Where to place the centre of interest
The most powerful and attention drawing of these is the top left intersection.
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[Graphic]
Never divide the picture into two equal parts by dividing vertical line because the eye will be confused as to which half is more important.
[Graphic]
Notice that this diagram is much more visually pleasing than the former because the centre of interest is on a "strong" point of composition.
[Graphic]
Balance of Tonal Masses:-
Heavy tonal mass on one edge appears off-balance, eye finding no counter attraction on the opposite side.
[Graphic]
Balanced.
Light plays a strong point in composition.
Light and shadow become part ofa n arrangement.
In art there are two types of tone:- 1) Notan - dark light 2) Chiaroscuro - light & shadow.
Three general masses of tone - dark, middle adn light
Three points you should watch to be a successful interior photographer:-
1) Composition
2) Lighting
3) Details of subject
Composition of lines:-
Two types of lines - straight lines and curved lines
Straight lines suggest strength, vitality, security, power and masculinity.
Curved lines suggest femininity, gracefulness of movement, liveliness & sweetness.
A subtle curve is the most beautiful line - S curve - outline of a woman's body.
Three directions of lines:- horizontal, vertical and diagonal
Horizontal line indicates= repose, peacefulness, serenity, quietness & stability.
Vertical line suggests= height, dignity, courage, aspiration, slenderness & spirituality.'
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Diagonal line gives a feeling of movement.
_Selection and Balance_:- The key to good composition selection
Emphasize it by 1) Tonal Contrast 2) Differential Focusing 3) Cropping
_Landscape Photography_
Normal rules must be applied:- lighting, composition, selection of filter, film developer combinations best suited to producing an attractive tonal rendition of a multi-colour subject.
_7 important factors_ 1) View point. 2) Composition (Refer to subject on composition) 3) Lighting. 4) Foreground interest. 5) Cloud filtering. 6) a frame. 7) people interest.
1)_Viewpoint_:- maintain interest in three distinct planes - foreground, middle ground and background.
2)_Composition_:- refer to subject on composition.
3)_Lighting_:- the interplay of highlight and shadow areas, gives the suggestion of relief and depth in a two-dimensional print. Control of lighting in landscape photography is as important as in interior set-ups where you can position lamps anywhere you like.
4)_Foreground interest_:- Any landscape picture should contain enough subject interest to have powerful, dramatic impact at the same time leading the viewer's eye into the rest of the picture.
5)_Cloud filter_:- A colour filter tends to absorb light of colours other than its own and transmit light of its own colour. In other words our eyes see things different from what is produced in the final picture.
6)_A Frame_:- Viewpoint with something to frame your picture between you and the main area of the subject. Like a branch curving in the foreground and some shadow on the ground.
7)_People interest_:- Include a figure in the landscape so that to show it is not depopulated or lifeless rural area.
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TIPS
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For any photographic competition in submitting pictures for judging, an 11" x 14" and etc. will be most pleasing compositional shape.
A newspaper photographer must be able to get results under all kinds of difficulties and be so well grounded in the fundamentals of photographic technique that the manipulation of the camera is practically instinctive.
For news photography to be published in newspapers - any pictures taken must have these qualities:- 1) Information. 2) Persuade and entertain. 3) Significant moment. 4) clean shave. 5) human interest picture.
Photography is not learnt from books but from taking photographs, making mistakes and taking more photographs.
_The Knowledge of Basic and Fundamental Photography
Written are what I know and remembered._
Photographer
Ng En Fook
[ENDS]
Wednesday, September 12, 2012
Sabah Hakka Parodies of Oppa Gangnam Style
I've encountered three Sabah Hakka parodies of the worldwide Korean Oppa Gangnam Style music video. Here they are for your viewing pleasure. Useful material for learning Hakka. The first and third have Chinese and English subtitles, the second has only Chinese subtitles.
ORANG SABAH STYLE (OPPA GANGNAM STYLE PARODY)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xUNb4yBz9Ck
Published on Aug 27, 2012 by jackwhk81
Synergy Api Hakka Style (Oppa Gangnam Style Parody)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_uirm_XmFqk
Published on Aug 29, 2012 by framelessador
Sabah Hakka Style - Tian Long (Gangnam Style Parody)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7ETi12I3Lbk
Published on Sep 4, 2012 by fpsabah
ORANG SABAH STYLE (OPPA GANGNAM STYLE PARODY)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xUNb4yBz9Ck
Published on Aug 27, 2012 by jackwhk81
Synergy Api Hakka Style (Oppa Gangnam Style Parody)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_uirm_XmFqk
Published on Aug 29, 2012 by framelessador
Sabah Hakka Style - Tian Long (Gangnam Style Parody)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7ETi12I3Lbk
Published on Sep 4, 2012 by fpsabah
Thursday, August 23, 2012
Passed the PADI Open Water Diver course
Yes! We made it! KF & I passed the PADI Open Water Diver course at B&J Dive Centre, ABC Beach Pulau Tioman over the Hari Raya weekend. We're happy with the achievement after all the hard work and effort put in. Moreover, the revision session with Mr Jerung at TUDM Pool helped a lot to get us familiarized with the needed steps.
Feeling glad to have achieved the mission objectives despite being forced to schedule matters at the worst of times. Even though there were some hiccups here and there, but nothing unsolvable with some little adjustments.
Also grateful and appreciative that important things went on smoothly and the worst case scenarios didn't happen. Not forgetting to be thankful for good guidance and feedback on areas to improve.
I'm also glad to know the answers to some outstanding questions despite some of it being unpleasant to the ear. At least I got some potentially useful suggestions and tips to improve on. For that, I appreciate. Thank you. You know who you are.
Feeling glad to have achieved the mission objectives despite being forced to schedule matters at the worst of times. Even though there were some hiccups here and there, but nothing unsolvable with some little adjustments.
Also grateful and appreciative that important things went on smoothly and the worst case scenarios didn't happen. Not forgetting to be thankful for good guidance and feedback on areas to improve.
I'm also glad to know the answers to some outstanding questions despite some of it being unpleasant to the ear. At least I got some potentially useful suggestions and tips to improve on. For that, I appreciate. Thank you. You know who you are.
Monday, July 30, 2012
Fast Service at Kajang Passport Office
One beautiful morning I brought Mom to the Kajang Passport Office for her passport renewal. Am impressed with the fast service from submission of documents and payment to delivery of the brand new passport. 1 hour 5 minutes from payment to collection :)
Granted, we had filled in the form beforehand, having downloaded it from the Malaysian Immigration Department website (http://www.imi.gov.my/). Brought the required RM300 in cash [Text added on 2012-8-14: , her expired passport,] and 2 passport photos as per stated requirements. One thing we left out was a photocopy of Mom's identity card (IC). No problem, got that done at the shop opposite the passport office.
With completed form and all other needed stuff in hand, we joined the queue to take a number. 1039. First we got called to submit the paperwork for processing, signing, and rolling the thumbs on the thumbprint reader. Okay, done in less than 10 minute after getting the number.
Next, wait another 10 minutes for them to call our number, this time for payment. Paid the required RM300 and the officer gave us a receipt, and mentioned that it takes 1 to 2 hours for the passport to be ready. Okay. Time for a break - reading newspaper, breakfast, hanging around the Kajang Bus Station building, whatever suits you.
Half an hour after payment, saw 1006 collecting her passport. Wow. She must have arrived at 7:30 am. I said to Mom, looks like your passport will be ready pretty fast. Sure enough, at 9:35 am they called her number. Sign here, check. Thumbprint reading, check. Check the details page to make sure everything's ok. Done!
So yes, I'm happy that passport renewal has become such a fast, straightforward procedure. Another plus point: Kajang Passport Office is open on weekends. Yes, that's Saturday and Sunday from 8 am to 1 pm, except public holidays. Isn't that great?
Granted, we had filled in the form beforehand, having downloaded it from the Malaysian Immigration Department website (http://www.imi.gov.my/). Brought the required RM300 in cash [Text added on 2012-8-14: , her expired passport,] and 2 passport photos as per stated requirements. One thing we left out was a photocopy of Mom's identity card (IC). No problem, got that done at the shop opposite the passport office.
With completed form and all other needed stuff in hand, we joined the queue to take a number. 1039. First we got called to submit the paperwork for processing, signing, and rolling the thumbs on the thumbprint reader. Okay, done in less than 10 minute after getting the number.
Next, wait another 10 minutes for them to call our number, this time for payment. Paid the required RM300 and the officer gave us a receipt, and mentioned that it takes 1 to 2 hours for the passport to be ready. Okay. Time for a break - reading newspaper, breakfast, hanging around the Kajang Bus Station building, whatever suits you.
Half an hour after payment, saw 1006 collecting her passport. Wow. She must have arrived at 7:30 am. I said to Mom, looks like your passport will be ready pretty fast. Sure enough, at 9:35 am they called her number. Sign here, check. Thumbprint reading, check. Check the details page to make sure everything's ok. Done!
So yes, I'm happy that passport renewal has become such a fast, straightforward procedure. Another plus point: Kajang Passport Office is open on weekends. Yes, that's Saturday and Sunday from 8 am to 1 pm, except public holidays. Isn't that great?
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